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Thursday, March 14th, 2002
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10:47 am
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God I'm bored.. I dont even know why the hell Im awake right now. heh.. I just rolled over to look at the clock once around 9:00 and for some reason I didnt go back to bed. My wisdom teeth have been coming in for a while and theres this one spot in my mouth that hurts so fucking bad sometimes, and this morning was one of those times. I think thats why I couldnt go back to sleep. hm.
A bunch of shit has been happening lately.. Kleffy and Dre broke up a couple days ago. Kleffy is fucking torn apart. Poor guy.. I know how it feels to lose a beautiful woman that you love. I should page him and have him stop by later. Now with this crap, I dont know if we're ever going to get that band together or not. It turns out that Josh Splatterpunk is now playing in Perfect Nothing (barf) for $200 a week. Yeah.. that sounds good, right? a little more money a week? yeah, but its selling out. God knows he cant enjoy that shit. Ryan and I are confident that we can get him out and into our group whenever shit pulls together. I really need to re-build my guitar again.
Yeah so, well, I guess Im gonna go find something to do today. If anyone out there knows me and knows my number, please give me a call! Im fucking bored!!!
current mood:  tired
current music: ( -- Something -- ) by Defleshed
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| Friday, March 8th, 2002
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12:32 am - Long time ago
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My mom disconnected AOL again.. bitch. I dont suppose theres gonna be a next time this time. Nothing has been going on lately. I turned 18 a little while back, heh, no big deal. Only 1 person called me on my birthday.. I dont need to say. She knows who she is. Hm. My life is falling apart. Mom is on my ass to get out of the house, I am completely fucking broke, Im painfully single, and I havent slept in 3 days.. I know Im whining. Anyways, at the moment Im on my friend's screen name so I can do this shit and maybe talk to some old friends or something. I just got home from the Tiger Army show not too long ago.. heh.. that was an adventure. I wasted $10 to get in, and then baby-sat my drunk friend all fucking night at McD's. Somehow I still managed to see some friends that I hadnt seen since the August Sloppy show, went thru the McDonald's drive-thru in a Kroger shopping cart that we stole to carry our jackets and alcohol in.. hm.. Im sure theres more but I cant remember.
Damn..I want a girlfriend. My heart is still in a million pieces, but I think Im gettin better. Too fuckin bad that I only seem to want [again] what I cant have [back].. I need a cigarette. Im tired so Im gonna go.
(if anyone still reads this....)
-Laura :: Hey! I fucking miss you damnit!!! *hugs and kiss* (sorry..?)
-Ali :: Damnit when are we gonna hang out? and now that Im 18 when are we gonna go get pierced?
-Darlene :: Hey! when you sat on me in the cart, a bondage ring tried to go up my ass.
-Autumn :: Hey howsit goin jugga-punk ? Im sober!!..kinda
Forgive me if Ive forgotten you. Anyways, If anyone wishes to Email me, my address is east_indy_punk@wrongmail.com Thank you, drive through.
current mood: exhausted
current music: "No way out" - The Casualties
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| Wednesday, January 23rd, 2002
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3:54 am - drink, drank, *THUNK*
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Hmm lets see lets see.. Im not gonna babble on about much because theres a lot to say, but Im tired and I dont wanna type a lot. Friday afternoon my mom and I went into Broad Ripple to get me re-registered. It was a little bumpy, but I got in. I dyed my hair with this temporary dark brown/black dye, and had it combed to the sides.. it didnt look too bad when the sides werent shaved bald. But since then the dye has washed out and its a dark blue/green color now. I like it. heh heh..Well as far as school goes Im not gonna have much of a life outside of it for a good long while. I have to go to regular school, plus night school Monday thru Fridays, and then all day summer school till August. I figured it up to 42 hours of school a week. *sigh* But this way I'll graduate in August, so I think I'll still be able to graduate with my class. Thats cool. but god I wish I hadnt fucked around so much in school.
Friday night I hung out over at my friend Sue's house with Sue, Daphne, my sister, and some dork named Brad. Sue and Daphne were talking about dreams they have had about me.. I guess thats cool, but I know I was blushing and shit. Anyways.. we all got drunk Friday night. Then Saturday night I was over at Sue's and got drunk. Then Sunday night I was over at Sue's and got drunk, and then Monday night.. just for a change of pace.. we got drunk! I guess Im becoming a beer drinker now. I tried to drink a 12 pack Monday, but I hadnt eaten all day.. I only got to 10, and a couple shots of Southern Comfort. It was all fun though. Oh yeah! Friday I FINALLY got my boots in the mail. Theyre cool. I like em.
hm.. well.. I guess that'll be it for now.. since I have to start getting ready for school in an hour I suppose Im gonna lay down for a little bit. Man I can't wait for the Casualties show!!!!
current mood: tired
current music: "Too Drunk to Fuck" - Blanks 77
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| Thursday, January 17th, 2002
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3:42 pm - optional.. it says optional.
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I am fucking COLD!!!! God everyone in my house is sick except for me *cough*, and I wonder if anyone has questioned if the 50 degree temperature inside the house could have anything to do with it??.. nooo! dumb fucks. *shiver* Im trying to hit up my mom for an early B-day present. Guitar parts that should make my guitar kick ass again. New 'Grover' tuners, an 'EMG' humbucker pickup, a teflon nut, and a new pickguard. I really hate Porn mail. Thats gonna take some talking in to because all of those things cost almost $95.00 total and heh.. shes not too wild about it right now.. but its all in persuasion. heh heh.. *brrrr* I cant sleep. I havent had good sleep in days. I just drift off for a half hour here, 20 minutes there.. this sucks. Im cranky, tired, sore, blah blah blah.
current mood:  cold
current music: "Crack Lab" - Quincy Punx
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| Tuesday, January 15th, 2002
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2:40 am - school is for squares and Harry Potter look-a-likes.
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Cool.. Well today wasnt very exciting.. A lot of people were over though. Sue, Jadzia, Patrick, Travis, Jeff, Jeff, Sean, Skater Kevin, Micheal, my sister, and myself all sat in the front room just hanging out and getting high. It was alright I guess, but I liked it more when everyone left and it was just Travis, Jeff, and me. It was like back in the day when us 3 would do nothing but smoke pot until we were too fucked up to stand up. But we sat around most of the time trying to get ahold of someone to get us alcohol. We called Sue, Daphne and Athrite, Kleffy, and Danny and nobody was up to it.. that or they werent home. So we just sat around. We realized that the kitchen is really cool. We layed around on the floor of the kitchen for an hour. We think its cool because its a nice compact area, and its hazey looking when the lights are out. We feel secure in that room. heh.. weird.
Anyways.. My mom talked to my school guidance counsilor guy today and he said that I have to go in either this Thursday or Friday and he would get me re-registered, and make up my schedule. So Im gonna dye my hair so that they wont try to use that as a stupid excuse against me. Im just going to put a temporary wash-out dye in it.. I donno if I'll do dark brown or black. Then I'll part it down the middle and comb it to the sides.. I look like a nerd but oh well. I just hope I wont have to take an ID pic like that. heh. I know Im gonna re-dye it in a month or so.. probably red or maybe blue again, dont know. But thats cool that I get to go back to school. I cant fuck up this semester. If they let me back in I'll start next Tuesday. Thats pretty fuckin scary for some reason.
current mood:  awake
current music: the movie 'Tombstone' on TV
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| Sunday, January 13th, 2002
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10:30 pm - "Hey man!.. shave your balls?"
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Yesterday wasnt a real good day.. I woke up around 2:45pm and called Kleffy. Tod, Danny, Dre, and Kleffy were all getting "pretty" (in Dre's words) to go out and do whatever. So I asked if I could come along. They said that my sister and I could both come. So I took a shower and put my mohawk up and all that crap and Kleffy came and picked us up. In the car he told me about the 'Splatter Punks/Shoot the Hostages' situation and he tells me that Danny and Mark are going off to do their thing, Donny is just dumped, and Josh and Kleffy are puting together a new band and he wants me to play as a second guitarist. This is kick ass and of course I said yes, but the 'Splatter Punks/Shoot the Hostages' still have a show to play at the Emerson with DRI, and Josh probably wont want to be in 2 bands at once so this wont happen until March sometime.. that sucks. But its cool. Kleffy hasnt even heard me play guitar yet so thats how un-sure this thing is. I hope Im good enough for them.. heh
Anyways.. We went to Ryan (Kleffy)'s house and Tod and Danny werent there. So we decided to go to Castleton Sqare Mall, and to Mars music. Well Dre was wearing these heels that she didnt like to walk around in so we went to the mall, ate McDonalds, went to Hot Topis (psh..) and then left and didnt go to Mars music. We went to his house and to make it short; everyone except Tod, and I got a fucking big attitude. Dre was pised at Ryan, Ryan was pissed at Dre, Danny and Ryan were pissed at each other, Sarah was depressed because no one was paying attention to her. After we finally got Ryan out of the house we ended up at Joel's thanks to Danny who thinks that its the coolest thing ever because there are girls there..heh.. but we soon left. Ryan wanted to go back home and try to make things up with Dre so my sister, and I got dropped off at some guy's house that she knew. Then we got a ride home and I was fuckin back online by midnight.. worst of all.. I was Sober. gahh.. I had a shot of vodka, a couple shots of Southern Comfort and a beer. Not even enough to buzz me. At times I was wishing I would have gone to the Emerson. At least that way I could have seen Laura.
Today Ive just sat around.. Sarah and mom got doughnuts for breakfast. heh..that was cool. yeah. A little while ago my friend Travis came over, and I havent seen him in a while so that was cool. he smoked out with my sister, and we just sat around laughing at each other.
Uh.. I guess thats all I have to say. Now Im bored again. fuck.
current mood: bored
current music: "Police Bastard" - Doom
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| Saturday, January 12th, 2002
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12:10 am - "..I know you were here...'cause I can smell your braaaaaains!.."
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God my life is so boring. I need more friends.. I need more people that I can call when Im just bored off my ass and wanna talk. Females. For some reason I dont like to just sit and talk to guys on the phone. hm. Well everyone was out doing shit.. Danny and Tod are over at Danny's house but he lives with his mom and I think its too late to call.. fuck.. I donno whats up with me Ive just been in a really weird mood. I dont know about anything anymore. I know how I wish things could go, but I dont know whats going on right in front of me. Im fucking confused. I try to distract my mind and Ive met new girls and shit but none seem to be the kind that I want to get too involved in. Im fuckin hung up over one girl. One girl thats been my whole world for over 7 months. Id like to get drunk at someone elses expence.. maybe tomorrow I'll be lucky.
Tomorrow theres a show at the Emerson.. I dont think Im going to go. I think Im gonna hang out with Ryan, Danny, and Tod and whoever else if I can. Id like to stop in at the Emerson to see Laura.. maybe get a hug. Its only been a week since Ive seen her but I do miss her. Then hopefully I'll go get drunk somewhere of something. I need to save money for the upcoming GOOD shows at the Emerson. I cant wait for the Casulties show for 2 reasons..1 being because ITS THE CASUALTIES! and 2..well.. Id rather not say here. *sigh* So yeah, my life,.. Tonight I spent working on a jacket of mine.. putting pyramid studs on a sleeveless army jacket. I only put my Doom, the Business, Blanks77, the Casualties, Agnostic Front, Misfits, NOFX, and Fear patches on it. I think I may offer some of the rest to friends..maybe try to sell one or two. I donno yet. hm. So boring. I want some alca mahol.
current mood: blank
current music: "Tina" - Quincy Punx
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| Friday, January 11th, 2002
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12:40 am - Oh yeah.. I have a journal. heh.
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Im so damn bored.. Nothings been going on lately. Kleffy got a job so hes not around so much. Everyone is back in school again.. bleh.. so bored. I really hope I can get back into school next semester. Damnit I want to learn!!! heh. Ive been having some weird ass dreams lately. 'Bout people who were at one time very close to me. A couple days ago I re-drempt the day that my dad died..only it was very different and fucking weird. Ive drempt of that day before.. but its never just like it really happened. Maybe some of it is because in the dream I am doing what I wish I had done that day.. hm.. Strange. Eh well.. its good to dream. I hardly ever dream.. at least I dont remember them if I do. heh.
Ive been sober for a while. Ive had some Jager but I only took a few shots at a time.. I might have got a little buzz, but I didnt get drunk. I think Id like to get drunk again.. maybe this weekend. I finally got my damn heart meds on Monday. Now I can drink myself stupid, smoke cigs, take speed, chase cars, etc. Im glad it came because I wasnt feelin to well after a week of not having that pill. I got some patches too. They kick ass. I got the Dwarves, Samhain, NOFX, Misfits, the Casualties, Agnostic Front, Defiance, Circle Jerks, the Business, Blanks 77, Fear, Sloppy Seconds, a Skull-n-crossbones patch, a 'Punks not dead' patch, and a big Doom back patch. All for $21. Thats fucking killer. Now I need an army jacket to de-sleeve and put some of them on.
Hmm.. Im 'sposed to be gettin my boots pretty soon. I cant fuckin wait. Its been almost 2 months since I ordered them. These are the ones I ordered..
:: I miss you Laura! (im a loser)
ok bye
current mood: blank
current music: "Police Bastard" - Doom
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| Monday, January 7th, 2002
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1:30 am
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bad day.. very.. very very bad day.
Im sorry Laura, I love you. Please dont be upset with me.
current mood:  scared
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| Sunday, January 6th, 2002
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1:07 am - Hell hath no fury like a punks scorn for BOREDOM!...
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Today I was planning to go see the Cadavers at the Festivilla. Daphne and Athrite were giving me a ride. I really wanted to go to see Laura. I dont know what it is but Ive been thinking about her a lot lately.. I really do love her. Well Athrite got pulled over for speeding on their way to get me so we were real late getting there and the Cadavers had already played. I got to see Laura though. She hit me in the balls and layed me flat out on the ground. I didnt appreciate that, but its okay. Then Daphne, Athrite, and I went to Ryan's house just to see if anyone was there. They were sposed to be playing a show at the Melody Inn, but I guess the "Splatter Punx/Shoot the Hostages" is now completely disbanded. Mark quit, Danny quit.. so now its Ryan on vocals, and Donny on drums.. and Josh is still on guitar but Danny says that he's leaving too, and Josh, Mark, and Danny are gonna start their own band playing Horror Punk. That would be cool. hm. So Danny and Darlene were there and we all decided to go out to eat. We went to Long John Silver's and made a nice little mess for them. That was fun. When we got back to Ryan's he still wasnt home so we just sat around. heh. When Ryan did get home he and Dre were all sick, and tired and shit so it was boring. Ryan bitched at me for puking in his sink but oh fuckin' well. I dont give a shit. I could puked in the carpet! Eventually Daphne, Athrite, and I left and went to Joel's stupid house.. Daphne wanted to see some people that werent even there. So Athrite and I stood out in the back yard because we both dislike the house. Then I decided to come back home because Laura asked me to call her tonight. So here I am.. Lauras asleep, I dont have anything to do, No one to talk to, Pizza Hut is fucking closed on a Saturday night so I dont have any food, and god Im fucking BORED!.. damnit. I want entertainment.
Doom kicks ass.. Its like Punk Rock Death Metal. Fuckin killer.
current mood: bored
current music: "Raining Napalm" - Doom
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| Friday, January 4th, 2002
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9:58 am - No use for a Subject
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So I went to the Splatter Punx show.. I was a little late getting there and they were already on stage when I went in. I thought that they would be toward the end of the play list, but heh. They didnt do a good set because Mark.. the fucking singer walked off stage after like 3 songs. But what I did hear sounded pretty fucking good. Their guitarist, Josh, is fucking talented! After they went off we all stood around and watched The Rollmodels.. some Puck Rockabilly band from Chicago. I guess they were alright. They covered 'Folsom Prison Blues' by Johny Cash and Danny got up and stage and sang with them.. got he sounded horrible. hah hah
After that we all went out to the front area thing and they all wanted to go to the bar around the corner for a shot of Jager, but there were no passouts and the bitch wouldnt let them. Then she said "you guys arent punk rock"...and this is some little fucking snotty raver bitch telling us this. So we fuckin left. That was a waste of $8.. I went to see the Splatter Punx, and they sucked cuz of their singer, then we get kicked out after the 2nd band. oh well. Luckily after they got done with their shots, Kleffy pulled up and we all decided to go to his house. There was a lotta people heh.. Kleffy, Dre, Louise, his brother Brandon, Tod, Danny, Darlene, Dreary, and myself.. all in a little ass appartment. Some guy gave us a half gallon of Vodka that had been sitting in his 'fridge forever, so most of us got drunk. If you take 2 beer cans and filled 1 and half the other with Vodka, thats how much I drank. Plus about 3 shots of Southern Comfort. I dont remember alot of the things people said I did, but oh well again. *shrug* I probably should have eaten something before all that. I ended up puking in Kleffy's kitchen sink the next morning. He wasnt too happy about that, but I coulda done it in the couch! so he should be happy.. i guess.. ?? Thats the first time I have EVER puked from drinking.. felt kinda good actually.
Well yesterday all day I thought I was gonna die from hangover. I never get hang overs usually or if I do they dont last long. I got home around 3pm yesterday and just sat around all fucking day. I feel a lot better today, but I wish my damn heart meds would come in the mail.. Its been 4 days that I havent taken it and I dont really like that. heh.
current mood: drained
current music: "Anthem" - Agnostic Front
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| Wednesday, January 2nd, 2002
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10:46 am - oh yeah oh yeah
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Lets start where theres something to talk about.
Saturday was the all day show at the Emerson. I walked my ass up there in the freezing fucking cold, while it was snowing like mad, and the wind blowing in my face half the time. My ears were about to break off by the time I got there. I got into the Emerson just as Steel Trap was playing which was cool because I like them. I think it was their pit that I got in, and not 5 seconds later someones fat flying head smacked into my mouth and fucked up my lip, and about knocked me out.. but I kept goin. Later that night I got a hold of some Vodka and smashed about half a 20oz. of Skrewdriver, then a couple shots of strait Vodka. That took the edge off of me but thats it. So me and my friend, Kevin, went into the McDonalds and scraped up $16.00 in change and had a friend of his go buy us a fifth of Southern Comfort. They got the damn 70 proof, so there was money left over for me..heh. So Kevin, and I, along with a guy I met in the pit that day, and the singer of Render One drank beside the Emerson. I know that Kevin was shitfaced.. I was nice and drunk.. I donno about the others. Anyways, I passed out during intermission and woke up again during Tub Ring.. but I was still too drunk to get up and go in there to see them. damnit!.. *kicks self in ass* Laura came over that night and stayed the night.
Sunday was boring. Laura, and I sat around listening to music and waiting for Kleffy to get up so we could go hang out with him. Somewhere in there Laura asked me to cut her hair into a fat mohawk, so I did.. Finally around 4pm I found out he was at Sue's so Laura, and I walked over there. We went to his house, but there was nothing to do.. Tod was at home, and Danny had to work the next day so he just went home. So we went home too.. waste of time really. Everyone just beat up on me.. throwing bottle caps, and pennies at me. Laura kept hitting me in the face with a fuckin hard ass pillow.
Monday Oh God where do I begin??.. Around 3pm Laura and I went to Sue's for a "Mohawk spiking party".. First we put up Kleffy's 'hawk, then they put mine up into spikes, then Laura and I put Sue's up. Sue has a fucking long 'hawk! After a while Laura, Kleffy, and I went on a liquor run. We got a fifth of SoCo, a fifth of Captain, some Jagermeister, and something that I didnt use... some kinda pussy mix shit. My mom took Sue, Jeff, my sister and her b/f, Laura, and myself all to the show. I just hung out with friends the whole damn time.. every now and then takin a swig of SoCo, whick I smuggled in inside my jacket. While The Beauties were on I sat in the back half asleep resting up for Sloppy. As they were going off, Laura and Jeff come back there and we smashed what we had left of the alcohol. Laura and I were chasing shots of Southern Comfort with shots of Jager. LOL!.. When all that was over I was good and drunk. Drunk enough to mosh like a fucking mad man. That was the first time I ever really threw punches in a pit the whole time. I knew most of the songs that they played so that was cool. Everyone thinks that I passed out during sloppy, but I didnt. I just had to lay down because my heart was fucking beating like crazy. But I got right back up and went back in. I hope they put some of the pics they took that night in their next CD cover because I know Im in some. After the show we all went to Sue's house.. but we didnt have any alcohol left so Laura and I came back home and went to bed.
I didnt do much of anything yesterday. Laura went home early to see her parents *sad* :( But I had a good time. I hope I was well behaved for her. I called up Kleffy and talked to him a little bit about the show and if he was doin anything but he was just as beat as I was and he didnt want to do much of anything. I dont blame him. heh.
Today theres a Shoot The Hostages (formerly the Splatter Punx) show at the Emerson that Im gonna go to. Im gonna try to get in free because Im good friends with the bassist, and soon-to-be singer. That would be cool. Okay thats enough. Bye
::Laura- you are fucking HOT with that 'hawk! *hugs*
current mood:  sore
current music: "War Pigs" - Black Sabbath
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| Friday, December 28th, 2001
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9:38 am
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Ive been really fucking lazy lately. Thats not cool. This room is a fucking mess and I need to clean it bad. Thats something that I need to do today too.. before I go out and get drunk or whatever I may do today. I doubt I will unless someone else buys the alcohol. Yesterday I was over at Kleffy's house and Danny showed up. He bought me a fifth of Souther Comfort and a 6 pack of something. Some Jamaican Lager. But I drank about half the fifth, and 2 of those Lager thingies.. I didnt even get very drunk. Oh well it was fun. Tod and Louise were supposed to go over there to eat but I guess they didnt show up. hm. I fuckin fell asleep (no..NOT passed out) in this thing that they have over there.. I donno what its called.. but there was some kinda chocolate candy thing on it and it melted when I was asleep and it fuckin got all over my pants and my "braces"
The other day I went to Future Shock in Broad Ripple to buy some bondage pants, but all they had in my size were a pair of solid black ones.. they looked too much like the ones that EVERYONE is buying from Hot Topic so I said fuck that.. I just bought a pair of 14hole Doc's and a conical stud cuff. I didnt really want to buy Doc's but there wasnt anything there that appealed to me in my size. I wanted some f the 20holes because they were also steel toe, but they werent very comfortable. Anyways.. the fucing strings were cheap and they were starting to bust after 1 night..so I have ladder-laced red laces in them now. They look cool. Im not gonna leave the reds in but just 'till I find something else. White probably.. *shrug* Fuck Im babbling. okay thats enough.
current mood: blank
current music: "Too Drunk to Fuck" - Blanks 77
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| Wednesday, December 26th, 2001
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9:28 am
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I hate my "mother", I hate my life, I hate myself.
I hate how everyone I love...... *sigh* fuck it.
Bye.
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| Monday, December 24th, 2001
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11:38 am - Last Dance with.....?
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A small green plant just made my morning a little nicer and easier.. Im fuckin' hungry.
Man its only 11:41am. Theres no snow outside. That sucks. Its gonna feel like were having Christmas on Thanksgiving Day.. I realized something..Our front yard looks alot bigger when there a lotta snow on the ground. That would kick ass. Snow rules. Damnit.. I have to go spend Christmas with my mom's b/f's family over at his son's house. Ive grown use to his family, but his daughter-in-law's family is gonna be there too and theyre all rich stuck up snotty bitches. 'Cept for her parents I guess. Im gonna punch anyone that says something bad about my mohawk. Faciest bastards.
current mood:  high
current music: "911 for peace" - Anti Flag
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7:48 am - drunk santa
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Its Christmas Eve.. merry merry yeah. I think the Christmas spirit is kinda catching up with me today. Bloody fantastic. Its not going to be a white christmas.. what the fuck is up with that?! This weekend sucked. I was sober all fucking weekend. I didnt even hang out with anybody at all. Fuck. I suppose thats okay tho.. because Friday Im getting shitfaced, Saturday Im getting shitfaced, Sunday I MIGHT take a break.. and then Monday night Im going to die. Hey!.. is it a crime for a 17 year old to get shitfaced drunk in public?!?...heh. oh well. Cheers!
current mood: bored
current music: "Making the Bombs" - Circle Jerks
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| Thursday, December 20th, 2001
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6:08 am - blah blah blah blah
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I guess I should update.. Lately Ive been hanging out with Kleffy and all of them. Its cool to actually hang out with some punks. Last weekend I went with Kleffy, his g/f, and Tod to a house party thing.. I didnt enjoy it much. Too many people, not enough space. Plus I only knew about 5 people there. I only started drinking like 20 minutes before we left because we had to go back to my house, get what was left of a bottle of Southern Comfort, then back to the party. But Kleffy got "tired" and wanted to leave. So Tod and I drank the rest of the SoCo real quick and we left. On the way out Tod was really pissed off at a Hippie who cock blocked him. That was fuckin funny. He wanted to kick his ass so bad. Anyways.. Ive been stone sober for 4 days. Im not quiting drinking, but I though Id say that for those who think Im turning into an alcoholic so they know that Im not drinking everyday. I may or may not drink this weekend.. depends on whos around. Goo-Koo-Ga-Joob.
Nothing has been going on other than that. My life is boring now that its too damn cold to go walkin around, and my sleeping schedule is really fucked up. I slept from 9:30am - 8:00pm yesterday, and I havent gone to bet yet as of now. heh. fucked up. Well Im gonna go. I only did this to pass the time, but its boring. heh. God save me. Blahda-rhada-magda-Eat a bowl of Fuck.
current mood: blank
current music: "Across the Universe" - The Beatles
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| Tuesday, December 11th, 2001
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3:53 pm - "..chealsea girls like skinhead boys!"
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I was feelin kinda shitty last night because of some things that Im not gonna go into.. I went over to Sue's house around 1:00 to hang out with her, Kleffy, and one of his friends that I didnt like much (some Slipknot guy..heh) I was gonna have him buy me a fifth of Southern Comfort and then find someone to match shots with till it was gone. But I fuckin sat around here too long takin too much time before I left, and the liquor store closed at 1:00. damnit. So there I was.. sober; while they all smoked pot. Kleffy did 10 fucking lines of coke last night and he hadnt slept at all so he was fucking LIT.
I dont think I mentioned yesterday, but I missed school due to an ankle injury that I somehow aquired during my drunken adventure through the alleys on Sunday night. I couldnt walk for most of the damn day.. heh. IPS called my mom and told her that due to my excessive absences, I am now dropped from the school, and I'll have to re-enroll next semester. (which I plan to do) But I'll probably have to deal with the damn Regional Director again, and if he tells me that I cant have my mohawk...heh...Im going to say "Fuck you, you piece of shit fasciest!", spit on his desk, and leave the building. Then I'll get my GED because thats all I need to get into a trade school. Since Im out of school for good the rest of the semester, I guess Ive got free time until I figure out what my options are. Today I think Im gonna call up Kleffy and see if he'll take me to Future Shock in Broad Ripple so I can buy some spikes and studs and paint pens so I can finish working on my leather jacket. heh.. I need 100 conial studs, 30 - 1/2" spikes, and 10 - 1" spikes.. gonna cost around $70 not including the pens. Damn.. well Im off.
current mood: blank
current music: "Chelsea Girls" - Blanks 77
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| Monday, December 10th, 2001
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9:46 pm - This could be long..
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Friday night I went to the Emerson pretty much only because Laura was there, and she was going to stay the night with me afterwards.. heh. That didnt happen though. Instead I went with her to a friend of her's "party" and got drunk on Peppermint Schnaps, and Smirnoff Ice. *shakes head* They fuckin bought 2 cases of Smirnoff. So I smashed what little bit of the Schnaps that I could get, and luckily I got drunk.. after that, and like 8 Smirnoffs. psh. I was dissapointed that Laura didnt stay the night because I was looking foward to it like no one would ever believe. Before we left to the "party", I met up with some punk friends of mine, Kleffy and Danny, and I drug them along with me. Kleffy left like a bitch after like 20 minutes, but Danny stayed.. oh, but he was passed out in no time, so.. Kleffy came back shortly after and got Danny, but I talked him into takin me with them to see The Casualties so that was kick ass. I only got about 1 hour of sleep Friday night, and went home early Saturday morning.
Saturday I was really hung over and feeling like shit so I didnt think that I would go to the concert. I was woken up around 2:00 by Kleffy saying to be ready to go. At first I wasnt gonna go, but I called him back and decided to go. I was still tired and hung over though. So there I was with Kleffy, his girlfriend, and Danny in a tiny ass Honda for 6 hours. heh. The ride there was pretty boring. Most of the way there I was wishin I woulda not gone. But we finally got to Cleveland around 7 or 8 and after we found the venue, we went to a gas station across the street and saw the Casualties pulled over in their van. lol. I was fuckin pissed for a little while because they were playing in a bar and I didnt think I was going to be able to get in, but it kicked ass because I just had to pay $2 more to get in underaged. I coulda still bought alcohol tho because the bar wasnt carding anyone. heh.
After we found everything; we had to look for a place to stay. We drove around Cleveland asking everyone "are there any hotels around here?" and all we got was "um.. I dont know" fuckin stupid. There wasnt 1 single hotel or motel in Downtown Cleveland. We finally found a "Super" 8 Motel (yeah right) and got 1 room for the 4 of us. It was actually a pretty nice room.. it was nicer than my fuckin house, lol. 'Cept there was 2 beds and I didnt help pay for the room so I had to sleep on the floor. that sucked. So after Kleffy and I got our mohakws up (It took me a whole small can of Raqua-net, and a Bible!) and his g/f was ready, we went to the show. First thing I saw when I got there was a drunk punk pissing beside a trash can on the corner of the road. hahahah!
The show was kick ass. The Necrophyliacs were playing when we got in.. I guess they were pretty good. When the Casualties came on the fuckin room exploded. There was so much punk love in that pit man.. more than Ive ever seen at any show in Indy. I never got into the pit because for some reason I didnt feel comfortable with it. But I was right on the edge and it did look like a blast. I really wanted to get in when they played "Riot", but I didnt. The show didnt last long and that kinda sucked.. So we went back to the Motel and went to sleep.
Sunday morning we woke up around 10:00 because check-out was 11am, and we started on our way home. We stopped in some place called Strongsville and went to this huge ass mall! I didnt see one single black person in that mall. thats fuckin wierd. But we just ate, and left. heh.. Danny decided to hock a fuckin snot bomb on the car next to us before we left. lol. The rest of the way we stopped at every other Exit to shit, and buy beer. One time Danny was asleep in the back seat and as we were pulling into the Shell station Kleffy was saying "Danny needs a beer! Danny needs a beer!" but he didnt hear him. Then as soon as the car stopped, Danny wakes up, sees the shell station, and immediately yells "Beer!" I was laughing my ass off. But it was unfortunately a dry county.. damnit. We found a place a few Exits later that sold on Sunday, wasnt a dry county, AND they sold pre-mixed Screwdrivers! hell yes! Since I didnt drink at all during the show or during the trip, I decided to get drunk. Me and Danny smashed a fifth, and 2 smaller bottles in under 15 minutes. Then I had a couple Rolling Rocks even though I hate beer. Oh yea..heh, and I had a jello shot, too. After he and I was shitfaced it was fucking hilarious. We stopped at this one Shell station that was dry, and Danny went in the bathroom to take a shit. On his way out he passed Kleffy and said "you dont wanna go in there" and started laughing. Of course Kleffy goes in there, and Danny had wiped his ass and wrote "Eat Shit" on the wall with his own shit. Man I could not stop laughing at this. A little later we stopped in a gas station to use the bathroom but they didnt have one so we went next door to a restraunt and Danny wiped shit on the wall again, and I pissed all over the floor in front of the sink/mirror.
After we got into around Greenfield, Danny and Kleffy were fighting and being all shitty with each other. Danny kept saying "Man, you need a baby wipe to get that sand outa your vagina?" .."Everytime you sit in that driver seat you get sand in your vagina" This made me laugh, but it pissed Kleffy off bad. When we were at a truck stop in the Greenfield area; Kleffy kicked Danny out and told him to get his own ride home. I just sat back and shut up. Somewhere between that stop and my house I started talkin up a storm (the alcohol) and I think I annoyed Kleffy and his g/f.. oh well. When I got home my mom and sister were walkin in the back door as I walked in the front, and I was shit faced drunk and everything. My sister was laughing at me but I had to piss so BAD!!!!!
After that, my sister and I went to our friend, Sue's house. I think I was amusing them by being shitfaced.. esspecially after I picked up a 2day old, hot beer and started drinking it. heh. After a bit, I passed out on her couch and I was shaken awake and saw that my friend Jeff was there, and Danny was there (hell yea!) He ended up getting a ride from a trucker who smoked out with him on the way, and he listened to punk. I bet that kicked ass. So we all sat around smokin pot and talkin shit.. Danny and I passed the guitar back and forth and shit. I talked to him a little bit about starting a punk band because he's the ex-bassist of the Splatterpunx. I dont remember what he said though heh. All in all that trip/concert was a fuckin blast. I need to talk to him about going to outa-state shows more often.
I came home around 9 to call Laura and try to talk to her a little, but I never got thru to her.. damnit. I really need to talk to her too. I hope she calls me back tonight. Well I guess thats all I have to say.
current mood:  dirty
current music: "Eat a bowl of Fuck" - Quincy Punx
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| Thursday, December 6th, 2001
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9:50 am - 7 of them.. count for yourself.
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Fuckin cold. Fuckin fever. Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck.
I BETTER not still be sick tomorrow night and Saturday night, or I will be royally pissed.
Fuckin piece of shit immune system.
current mood:  sick
current music: "The answer" - Bad Religion
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